27 December 2005

2 messages

you really do want it, but that doesn't mean you can have it.

can't you just let things be the way they are?

TWO sentences ringing in my head in the last two days. TWO messages from different soruces, but seeming to agree to yell some "rational" sense into me. there's only 5 days left in 2005; i had planned to let them all pass by smoothly, but it seems i have yet one last challenge to face:

Do i or do i not tell someone how i feel?

the pros and cons are very simple; and either choice boils down to one result: i will lose something to have another. if it were just me, i won't have much trouble deciding. but humans need to be selfless from time to time, i was told.

i don't want to lose something for another. lost has been a constant in my life for the longest time. i want to give it a rest at least this once, but the odds are, well, against me.

i hate migraines.
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20 December 2005

new things


one good, the other one foreboding.

first things first: i have a new pendant! it's so cute, as you can see. i have another one, had it made 3 years ago (it's a little bigger than this one, will show you pic next time). my kapatid saw this one in the mall last week. also, somebody informed me that she also saw a triquatra pendant in another mall the other week. when my sister confirmed its existence, i readily asked her to buy it. ang cute, 'di ba?

then the spoiler.

just when i thought my 2005 is ending favorable enough, something almost beyond my control came barging in. someone--sorry, i can't name HER right now--will be joining our work company this month. when i specifically told her two months ago NOT to do so. i thought she listened, but clearly she's looking for a new migraine. i'm not in the mood to add another one to my hitlist, but she's giving me no choice. i'm 22, and UNfit to play protagonist. it's war she wants, it's defeat she'll get.
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19 December 2005

to an ex-friend, thanks.



Ii've been wanting to move my blog to somewhere else for some time now. But it's been either laziness or more laziness that kept me from doing so. Then a former-friend-hinting-a-comeback character announced his/her new blog addy (duh. here, of course)... on a Monday Morning. His/her timing couldn't have been better.

Hence, xionanymous.blogspot.com.

Nothing so special, really. I still have my Friendster blog, err, walking... (towards its grave? hehe). I have my invisible notepad, my cell fone, and my phone pals. Intend to maintain this one well, though. :-)

Besides, 2005 is ending, and the URL here is shorter.

Welcome to my new online notebook.
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