27 December 2005
2 messages
you really do want it, but that doesn't mean you can have it.
can't you just let things be the way they are?
TWO sentences ringing in my head in the last two days. TWO messages from different soruces, but seeming to agree to yell some "rational" sense into me. there's only 5 days left in 2005; i had planned to let them all pass by smoothly, but it seems i have yet one last challenge to face:
Do i or do i not tell someone how i feel?
the pros and cons are very simple; and either choice boils down to one result: i will lose something to have another. if it were just me, i won't have much trouble deciding. but humans need to be selfless from time to time, i was told.
i don't want to lose something for another. lost has been a constant in my life for the longest time. i want to give it a rest at least this once, but the odds are, well, against me.
i hate migraines.
can't you just let things be the way they are?
TWO sentences ringing in my head in the last two days. TWO messages from different soruces, but seeming to agree to yell some "rational" sense into me. there's only 5 days left in 2005; i had planned to let them all pass by smoothly, but it seems i have yet one last challenge to face:
Do i or do i not tell someone how i feel?
the pros and cons are very simple; and either choice boils down to one result: i will lose something to have another. if it were just me, i won't have much trouble deciding. but humans need to be selfless from time to time, i was told.
i don't want to lose something for another. lost has been a constant in my life for the longest time. i want to give it a rest at least this once, but the odds are, well, against me.
i hate migraines.
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